I’m working with Hekate right now to send back all the negative work that Zarina Aida Silverman has done on me over the years. I’ve got a petition paper with an Indian tealight holder on top of it. I sprayed it with Spellbound. In back of that I have my Tibetan incense burner, and in back of that I have my Hekate statue which I spray with Prada Amber every day. Next to her I have the cremains of my black border collie Betsy. I have two crystals that I got out of my palm oil Road Opener candle sitting on the petition paper, and I am now burning the candle and some Revocation incense.
This should go on until my Revocation Incense is done. I have about 90 sticks left. Then I will do an Uncrossing ritual until I feel… uncrossed.
Hopefully, once I’m done with this, you’ll completely forget about me, and you’ll stay the fuck out of my dreams and my mind’s eye. I don’t give a rat’s ass about you, girl. You were just someone to party with. It’s not that deep.
Oh, and.. he fucked ME, you dumb whore.
When I got in really good shape, my kundalini was off the charts, I could see the strings of eternity. I wound up suicidal and homicidal. Everybody’s solution for me was to put a lot of weight on me. *sigh* All I want now is to see everyone in my family happy and healthy, but they want to be sick, and they want me with them.
It’s my siblings that are holding everybody back. The more independent I become, the more chaos they conjure. I’ve tried to contain them, but they just drive me crazy and make me want to murder them. They don’t want to be healed. They want to be sick. I need a better shield than to be out of shape for them.
I have this gut feeling that my brother Jon is going to die soon. I think he would be happier on the other side. He’s miserable here.
I forgot almost all the math I had learned in order to relearn it at a higher vibration than I was at when I was a kid. I just wasn’t ready for math yet! I was busy conjuring order out of chaos, and yet creating misery. I’m not miserable anymore, so I think it’s safe for me to learn math as what I truly am.
Satan is a Light Worker, and a damn good one. Probably the best one the world has known. Fuck you for equating him with The Darkness that you envision. You’re an idiot who needs to have a heart attack, like, yesterday.
You know, I’m going to tell you something about Satan that I personally know. He loves Nature. He loves to go hiking, he has favorite trails. He loves animals. I don’t think he’s going to particularly like what you have planned for our National Parks, or your plan to eradicate the Endangered Species Act. And you know what else, he is ALL about good clean water! I don’t think he’s going to appreciate your plans for Standing Rock very much.
I also know his Dark Side. Suffice it to say, he is a harsh teacher, and I am going to put in a request with him that he teach you some very valuable lessons. He usually does what I ask. Not always, but I’m pretty sure he’ll have his way with you.