Douglas Dietrich

So, within the last month I discovered the military historian Douglas Duane Dietrich, or rather, finally found him after years of having a psychic awareness of him. I’m impressed. Almost everything that I knew about American military history has been upturned for me.

Now there are rabbit holes that I’m not going to go down with him such as the Third Reich living underground, and President Obama not being a native of the U.S.A., but I understand where he’s coming from on these points. I have a more spiritual view of why Obama became POTUS : it’s because the country needed a Black father.

If you haven’t heard of Mr. Dietrich, check him out on youtube. This channel has pretty much everything that’s been posted in a playlist:


The world is about to get pretty interesting now that he’s back on my radar.


Mr. Dietrich is also a really great artist, so check him out on Facebook to see his work.

The Simon Necronomicon

I read the Simon “Necronomicon” about three years ago. I was about as impressed with it as I was with Crowley’s “The Book of the Law,” which is to say that I thought it sucked. I guess if you want to summon up ancient Sumerian deities that may or may not exist, then you might find some use for it. I figure those deities are now on permanent vacation and don’t much appreciate being bothered by Jack, the local goth kid, for vengeance spells against his Trigonometry teacher.

I honestly couldn’t see how to actually use that book as it is so foreign to my idea of what majik really is and how one goes about casting it. It promptly went into the bag for the thrift store. I don’t recommend it if you’re actually serious about real magick.

Honestly, I found more use out of this little book than I ever have from the big Magus’s:


and I have practiced some serious ceremonial magick in my time.

Don’t try to rape people with Magick. If you practice that way, you’re always going to be looking behind you just in case something that you’ve summoned creeps up and nabs you.

Slow-Cooker Moroccan Lentil Soup

  • 2 cups chopped onions
  • 2 cups chopped carrots
  • 4 cloves garlic, minced
  • 2 teaspoons extra-virgin olive oil
  • 1 teaspoon ground cumin
  • 1 teaspoon ground coriander
  • 1 teaspoon ground turmeric
  • 1/4 teaspoon ground cinnamon
  • 1/4 teaspoon ground pepper
  • 6 cups vegetable broth or reduced-sodium chicken broth
  • 2 cups water
  • 3 cups chopped cauliflower
    1 3/4 cups lentils
  • 1 28-ounce can diced tomatoes
    2 tablespoons tomato paste
  • 4 cups chopped fresh spinach or one 10-ounce package frozen chopped spinach, thawed
    • 1/2 cup chopped fresh cilantro
    • 2 tablespoons lemon juice
  1. Combine onions, carrots, garlic, oil, cumin, coriander, turmeric, cinnamon and pepper in a 5- to 6-quart slow cooker. Add broth, water, cauliflower, lentils, tomatoes and tomato paste and stir until well combined.
  2. Cover and cook until the lentils are tender, 4 to 5 hours on High or 8 to 10 hours on Low.
  3. During the last 30 minutes of cooking, stir in spinach. Just before serving, stir in cilantro and lemon juice.
  • Make Ahead Tip: Stir in spinach (Step 3), cover and refrigerate for up to 3 days or freeze for up to 6 months. Stir in cilantro and lemon juice just before serving.

A Fat American Woman

I’m not skinny. Even when I was skinny I wasn’t really skinny. I have about twenty pounds more muscle than the average woman, muscle that I put on while I was doing heavy gardening and eating lots of egg dishes during the years I spent quitting smoking. We’re talking moving small boulders and cutting down entire trees with a little Japanese pruning saw.


I have been tormented since I was 11 years old by images of emaciated women that I was supposed to emulate. I was a bulimic from age 14 to 20. Can you imagine what it’s like living a life where you hate your own body, the very vessel that God gives you for your soul to express itself?


I went and got good and fat after I was put on meds. Fuck people’s ideas about what I should and shouldn’t be. I’m losing it now, but I’m doing it for health reasons. My bones don’t like the extra weight, and I now need a statin to control my cholesterol. I was actually pretty happy when I got weighed in at the doctor — 216.5. I was probably about 235 this January.


All I’m going to say to you is that a woman gains weight to keep the suitors away. There are conflicting emotions going on within the woman, because she doesn’t want to be deemed unattractive while at the same time wishing to be. Truth is, there are men who rape women, and the women who choose to be fat, in my experience, put out more pheremones than other women that attract these types of males. By staying conventionally unattractive, it deters a rape from occurring.


Just know, that inside every fat woman is an anorexic woman just dying to get out. Mine was let out and I almost wound up killing myself. So don’t give diet tips or exercise motivation to fat women. They have to come to their own conclusions about what to do with their health. It’s between them and their doctors.

And Here We Are Again

So many martyrdoms, so little time. If only people would change.



So many people just don’t seem to get that I’m a fucking Boss. I’ve gone through many humbling experiences in my life, so I know when to take a backseat, but I’m in charge. I’m not playing.



Creamy Broccoli Soup


  • 2 tablespoons extra virgin olive oil
  • 1 medium onion, finely chopped
  • 2 medium stalks celery, finely chopped
  • 2 medium potatoes, peeled and cubed
  • 4 cups fresh broccoli, including stems, set aside florets after steaming.
  • 2 ½ cups chicken broth
  • 1 cup unsweetened almond milk
  • Salt and freshly ground black pepper
  • ¼ cup feta cheese (optional)


  • Heat oil over medium heat in a large pot. Sauté celery and onion for four minutes, until softened.
  • Add potatoes and broccoli stems, sauté for two more minutes.
  • Add chicken broth and almond milk, bring to a boil.
  • Add salt and pepper to taste.
  • Reduce heat, cover, and simmer for approximately twenty minutes.
  • When simmered and vegetables tenderized, pour mixture into a blender and puree until smooth.
  • Serve soup, and garnish each bowl with abundance of feta cheese and broccoli buds – enabling the reaction producing sulforaphane.

Makes roughly six servings.

Dear Michael Aquino

You’re a fool if you think you can bring order to the dark forces that you’ve helped unleash upon my Reality. Satan played you, and continues to play you. You’re just a pawn in his warped game. For such a smart guy, you’re pretty fucking stupid. I suggest you cease all magickal working until you have some control over your over-inflated ego.


Never Again





I should have stayed a virgin in this life. Every man that I have ever been involved with has just wanted to desecrate me. Even my own father desecrated me. I don’t know if I’ll ever have sex again in this life. It’ll have to be an exceptional man, because I won’t put up with anything less. At this point I want either Buddha or Jesus. I’ll just channel my sexual energy into my majik, otherwise, as per usual.