For me, the raising of my kundalini was a curse, but it was a blessing for the world, as it opened my eyes to how much power I exert over the exterior realm.
Well, I can’t say it was all bad because I released A LOT of rotten feelings and negative emotions, but I connected so deeply with the world that I wound up highly suicidal and homicidal. So even though this woman says one shouldn’t take the medications that stop the kundalini from flowing, I HAVE to in order to keep myself and others safe. It was a tough decision. I tried really hard to avoid medication but when it came down to it, I need the meds in order to survive.
I still feel energy coursing through me, but I can sleep now, and I’m not constantly vacillating between laughter and crying.
My next new leg of my journey is learning how to block people from praying to me. I don’t like very many of the people I experience telepathy with. I don’t like the thoughts that they put in my head. I’ve moved beyond them and they seem to want to break me back down to their level. I have no interest in healing them. I’m the one who needs healing right now.
