I had a full-blown sexual fantasy about getting pregnant, getting married, and having the baby. That only happens when I’m in a state of Creation, and I haven’t had a fantasy like that in about 4 to 5 years. What is it I am going to Create? I would like to Create something to counter War, Disease, Famine, Pestilence, Despair, Pain, and Confusion.
I would like to Create some form of Protection, for those who need it most. I would like to Create the Antithesis to the Fear of Love. I think I’m going to enlist The Pope in this one. He’s my Hierophant. About time a Jesuit sat on that throne. The Catholics are very big in what I’m going to be doing. I want more of them in the world right now. I’m not going to convert, but I will be working with the Saints. In my own way. I’ve learned a lot from Hoodoo, but it’s time for me to take what I’ve learned and Create something new.
I have no interest in Palo, or Santeria because you can make sacrifices without killing a living being. I have made so many sacrifices over the years, it’s not even funny, and I never took one life, technically.
It’s time for me to start walking the neighborhood again. Make my presence known again.